FIREWEED APRIL 2005


FIVE POETS


Edwin Decker

Riding with the Ghost of '84


We roll along the Texas highway

You brought a harp
and played with Charlie Musselwhite.

El Paso was only a dream.

You crack the window
only slightly.

A warm, dry air,
(the desert's sigh)
fills the car with dust and cactus dander.

You say you love the desert,
you love how things survive
despite brutal heat.

I thought (but didn't say)
that the desert was just like her.
That the cancer had made a desert
of her organs, yet, still, she drank of life

Lordsburgh was only a dream

Vultures play tag
around the carcass of a deer
on the Highway 10
and I look at her.

She is resting now.

I drive on.
The wind is a fan on a stove.

I nudge her awake.

"Look at the clouds," I say pointing up.
They are black and orange
and bursting doom about a blazing sun.

There is no haven
from the swelter.

Sonora, Fredericksburg, San Antonio . . .  just a memory now.

And I look at you
in the passenger seat
but you are not there.

Haven't been for twelve years.



Michaela A. Gabriel

Washing Dishes


Plates, pots, never a champagne glass,
never a delicate china bowl. The knives
have lost their edge, like me.

She drowns tender moments
in the sudsy sink, counts the things
she never knew about love:

its limited attention span and
itchy feet, the way it howls in the attic
when springs come and go unnoticed.

Around her wrinkly hands,
milky staleness: no more soap suds,
no more miniature rainbows.

Her fingers sift through water,
filtering out crumbs, kernels, questions:
How is your husband,

why don't you dye it red,
when will you go to Paris, where
has all that time gone anyway?

Pulling out the drain stopper,
she echoes its tired plop, wonders why
nobody asks if she's still breathing.



Les Kay

Night Music

 

The moon creeps closer to the snow-capped
peaks rough with pines. From the dark spaces

past the riverbed, I hear the hesitant call of an owl,
an omen of what will come, what will come

between us, you and I; mountain and moon.
Wind and rain crackle the poplar leaves; it is

a sounder of wild boars foraging. My chest
wheezes for breath and I tire again of this

incessant patterning of human mind. I mumble
instead that I must miss you, and by the reflections

from the cloud-chewed moon, the pinprick light
of shrouded stars, turn down the path toward home.




Lisa Price

Cut Off My Own Wart


I sip my tea
The oil from my lips
Swirls on the surface
Of the herbal fix

But what do you do
When the blood won’t stop?
Keep the pressure on it
Hold it down tight

But the second I let go
The blood starts to flow
Again

The mosquitoes keep biting
My face
They will not die
Every time I smack one down
It just flies away

I feel them in my hair
Feel a bite on my arm
But the last one was in
My head

Finger tip
Turning red
Warm
Turning purple

All I wanted to do
Was get rid of the last
Remnant of you

But the blood won’t stop
Hm, maybe smoke a cigarette?
The red drips into the ash tray
I put the cherry out

Black dry ash crunches outward
Turns muddy in the vibrant droplets
The dark gray sludge
Reminds me of the night we met

Sizzles


Caleb Puckett

Gypsy America
                  
                                       
Forty gypsy families gather for cherry tea and
roasted lamb

Behind Bunniton's broken storefronts and stalls
And Babel's once bitten tongue bleeds brilliant
verbs

Through the slum earth of Chicago,
For the Romani code turns Roland-Taylor's concrete
sole

Into vermilion silk and brooches of Mexican gold
Here, where word is world, all know

The only one to suffer the poor articulation of
loneliness

Is that twice-silenced informant,
That twice-banished son of Christ's double-crossed
nails-

He might as well be Arnold's scholar
Or any Gadjo now

Stripped verse by verse and ring by ring
Of earthly hospitality, and cursed with a purse

Of worthless plug nickels, may he
Never bribe St. Peter's key, never budge beyond that
gate,

For his betraying brown eyes, words and wishes
Remain as unclean as any black cat crossing any
crosswalk

Or the bloody shadow
Which leaves baskets of fish uneaten and spirits
undrinkable,

But he is gone and nothing more can be done,
So tonight within the rented remnants of Bunniton's
hall

Forty gypsy families retie the knots of Babel's
tongue

and play a minor movement in an off key




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